Some days are hard. Living all week on a pack of noodles and hot dogs. Sitting in a empty room and your mind is still filled with noise. Just to notice that it seems hard to breathe even with hard wind blowing. Pain pills seem to make any pain worse. Searching for something to help you within your wallet or purse. Then when you do make it to the end of the day. A meal and a warm shower should make you feel okay. But you quickly have to deal with a hard pillow that adds a slap to your mental and physical pain. You really have to JUMP THRU DARKNESS on those days. When sweat attacks you like a gang and no matter what you do the feelings still make you feel like you going insane. Remember to hold onto your sobriety and the hope of a new day. Yet that day may repeat but atleast you still will be sober and clean…JTD
JTD SOBER LIVING 