Life will tell you when it’s time to change. Those of yesterday that danced to luke and hammer or even loved pac and biggie all can remember special brew St. ives. But i’m glad some of them were gone so they didn’t have to watch the end of the things we all loved. Our world in the clubs had came to an end. At first it was girl and guy then it was man dancing with man. It even hurt when the songs we loved became old in the club. The party starter until the party started without me. Soon walking into a club was like walking into unknown waters. But that day when I told the bartender I wanted a special bottle I knew it was over. Our world was gone and I felt the pain too. Because the bartender said they no longer sale special brew. I didn’t know then but I know now that that’s the moment my sobriety battle started. All my contacts in my black book were gone. All my dance partners were gone. All the music I loved to hear was gone. That life was gone. As I walked out the door of the club for the last time. It was like waking up from a dream as I looked to the sky. As I JUMPED THRU DARKNESS and walked away I saw a empty special brew on the ground pointing forward way………JTD
JTD SOBER LIVING 