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When that you falls it seems you let yourself down. Lost your job and your car. Your lover say you drink to much. You tell your lover you don’t drink enough. Mad at everyone in the check cashing line. Whispering to yourself where mine. Then you remember showing u to work drunk. Right from the club talking about at least I ain’t late. Jump Thru Darkness and take A look around the next time your drink. If you in A crowd how many of them have jobs. If you alone and you getting drunk. remember to set the clock if no one calls. Cause no one will be there to help when that you falls….JTD

You might not notice when you start. But you can often find yourself talking about your old ways to much. You know them I use to drink way more than you ever will talks. Back in my day I could drink all night and still make it to work. Or passing by your old stomping ground and telling your friends, kids, wife, other girlfriend or just yourself about how drunk you use to be. Truth is them old stories are trying to lead you to a drink. So Jump Thru Darkness and speak of the future you and how better you want to be. Cause them old stories can lead you back the other way….JTD

Some pain can’t be helped no matter how many doctors you go too. Things like nerve pain, cancer pain, and diabetic pain can all be overwhelming for anyone. You can find yourself taking to many pain pills and medicine to cure it all. Then when all those things fail you might find yourself thinking that drugs or alcohol can ease the pain. Understand nothing tests your sobriety like pain. The pain that has you turning over and over in bed every night. Trying to make it through the day on one or two hours of pain free sleep can make you wanna drink. But Jump Thru Darkness and hold on to yourself. Now I am not saying it’s easy. But with all you got don’t let pain take your sobriety….JTD

When the medication for your pain doesn’t work and you say to yourself maybe a drink or something to smoke can ease the pain. Don’t do it just say it’s Just A Day. Your mental health is being pushed past your darkest inner demons and you feel you about to lose your peaceful sound mind. Don’t give in to the uneven balance of your thoughts and feelings. Don’t spend your time trying to figure out a un-solving way to coup. What you must say is it’s Just A Day. Your sobriety will be tested in every way. Just Jump Thru Darkness and remember when tested it’s Just A Day that ends before a New Day. So hold on to your sobriety through it all cause truth is it’s Just A Day…..JTD

It’s easy to say that you are someone else’s hero. Only thing is does that person really need a hero. Is that person in need of saving or is that person in need of some addiction education. Preaching to someone who knows whats wrong can become a lost cause. But teaching someone how to handle whats wrong can make them applause. Addictions are something you have to almost study to learn how to achieve sobriety. Like a walk down an empty alley it can be scary for some and home for others. So trying to been a hero to someone that feels they are in heaven when they are in their addictions can be pointless. So Jump Thru Darkness and try to teach and not over preach….JTD

Everyone called you a drunk and a addict your whole life. You come home from a meeting and you tell them you got nine months clean and anyway is just one of the words they say. You make it to work on time but the boss still takes time out to smell your breathe. Funny how they don’t tell you about the people of no true gratefulness. Cause in our addiction every night we are happy to give the law someone to catch. Some would say if you want to truly see the devils in your life get sober and clean. As you hold your head down “well hell I didn’t even do all that and I was always drunk and high” is what you’ll say to yourself. But you felt getting your sobriety would ease the troubled minds of family and friends. But they never get past the one thing you may or may not have did. Truth is they maybe mad cause your story didn’t end but newly began. So Jump Thru Darkness and understand that even as you build your boat of sobriety. The people along for the ride might not be grateful even if you the one keeping them from drowning……JTD

Holding on to the last hope of right. Not remembering actions from any night. While every one surrounds saying every action isn’t right. Understanding of all seems dark as night. Listening to people standing in the same line talk about your life. If you Jump Thru Darkness you may notice many fall from the line. Thinking being better than you will give them balance. But hold on to whatever is helping you no matter. When it comes to a better chance let Sobriety in for a change. Now nothing in life will really change so don’t play no games. But you will be able to handle life better and be fine. As you hold on like the rest of us while standing on the line……JTD

When I’m sober I trust every word you say. When I’m drunk the wisdom of my bottle leads the way. Honestly my bottle told me to rip the words from your face. My bottle said you seem to never be able to tell the truth anyway. I asked if you were cheating and you said you was gay. I asked if you liked pink and you said yeah the other way. To drunk to try to solve your word games, so I let my bottle lead the way. For a moment I did try to Jump Thru Darkness and wonder if my drinking had me feeling that way. You would have won until out the corner of my eye I saw the smirk on your face. Now i’m trying to explain to the judge how you got glass from the bottle in your face. And when the judge asked how I started feeling that way. All I could say is well the bottle told me…….JTD

Can it rain without a cloud? You often fish all day giving fish free worms with no return. Even an hair cut starts to grow the minute you put the clippers down. All theses things you seem to accept. And when it comes to your life things seem golden except for your addictions. Yeah you accept that your pants are the wrong color and that’s fine except they are too small for you. Yes you accept the fact that you are an addict. Except the next words out your mouth is always you can handle it. You find it easy to accept the hand you have been dealt. Except you sitting at a lonely table playing with addictions by yourself. Jump Thru Darkness and don’t accept your addictive faith. Cause all ways addiction will fail you leaving nothing left except sobriety……JTD

When you play cards you pick the best partner when you start the game. When you date you try to pick the best out of whats available to love. When in your addictions you pick the best drinks and the best drugs. So when it comes to your sobriety will you pick the best options for you. Or will you pick the worst card player. Maybe you will pick the worst lover standing outside of any club or store and take them home. You might buy all the drinks and drugs with no labels or good smell. Instead of a good apartment you call your friends couch home. When it rains you do get to wash the clothes you have on. How you go play your game? Without sobriety and Jumping Thru Darkness you playing like a hobo on a runaway train. But if you wanna win and listen to me. Today begin with Sobriety……JTD

What’s good old friend it’s been a minute. Seems addictions changed us. But respect and love is something we will always have left. Addictions can have you feeling like no one cares, but no matter sitting beside you or many cities away. Always hoping that we both Jump Thru Darkness is the thought of everyday. So as you begin or continue your addiction fight. Remember to cheer for yourself cause i’ll also be cheering for our sobriety alright…….JTD

Being sober seems to take all your fun away. Being clean seems to run your soul away. You only see life with clear eyes about two hours a day. You like to get refilled when your kids go to play. You have even started to enjoy being high and drunk alone when your lover is away. Don’t have to ask how you felt yesterday because drunk and high is how you feel everyday. Are you running from the overwhelming truth of life day to day? Try Jumping Thru Darkness and trying to find away at least once a week to live sober and clean for real. Cause if being sober and clean is hard for you, your everyday life must be hell…..JTD

The key to all things in sobriety is effort. But many confuse effort with side cuts. Instead of buying liquor they buy the grocery store shelf wine and say there isn’t any alcohol in it. Instead of smoking weed they buy cigars with liquor in it and say its clean smoke. So all this leads me to ask are you really sober. Or is it just another way to hide the addictions going on in your life. Jump Thru Darkness and ask yourself are you really sober. Cause a short cut doesn’t stay hidden for long. Then when you back in your addictions all you will be able to do is hold your sad head down,,,,,,,JTD

Every stitch has a hitch. Every magician has a trick. Every paw has a claw. And every eye saw what it saw. But what of your meanings for the reasoning. What reason is it for you to get Sober and Clean. If you say you met somebody good then look left. If you say cause you tired of everyone being on your case look right. If you say cause the people in the church and the shelter require it look down. Now Jump Thru Darkness and understand your reasoning is all about others and not about yourself. You must do it for you and only you my friend. Then you can look straight as your new life of sobriety begins…JTD

We will fight against anything or anyone that hurts us. We march and pray against any and everything that threatens to harm our way. Trouble has trouble if it doesn’t see things in a certain way. Yet with all these things we try to make juice from rotten fruit. We then still will look into the mirror of hurt and can’t help ourselves. So Jump Thru Darkness and when you look into the mirror remember it’s about saving you. Saving you from your addictions and the self made wounds…..JTD

Sobriety isn’t easy to find, obtain, or even maintain. Sobriety takes work each and everyday. Much like a relationship that always need watering. Without the right amount of water you could end up with weeds instead of roses. No one should ever take sobriety for a fun ride in the park between brief moments of soberness. Each time you feel less higher or drunk than before and always needing more. So Jump Thru Darkness and stop trying to speed up sobriety road. Cause you may find your hopefulness of becoming sober and clean just a last ditch dream. So don’t just read this hear this and listen. Feel your way down the road of addictions….

Sometimes it’s hard to know what the next move is when you decide to change your life. Like if you love church every church is your church but picking just one can be hard when you are a people person. When working your sobriety picking a church can be hard and even sometimes send you into depression. If you leave a church for another are you wrong. I’ve decided to do an online bible program because my addictive mind seems to give me emotions as an recovering alcoholic that I can’t handle. I guess that’s that same issue many of you have with Sundays. But I Jump Thru Darkness and make sure my sobriety is in line with what I need to do in life. Cause not being able to make a decision about what church to go to shouldn’t have you to the point of relapsing. So continue to read your bible. Listen to preaching online and remember that if you relapse church will be the last thing on your mind. So hang on to your sobriety always no matter what and you’ll be fine……JTD

Yeah truth is we are sad most of the time. That’s why we drink to hide the sadness. Yeah we are sad most of the time. That’s why we get high so we can’t think about the sadness. Yeah we are sad most of the time. That’s why we live in our addictions outside the mental unity of society. Yeah we are sad most of the time. That’s why we say I don’t care about them cause they don’t care about me. Yeah we are sad most of the time. But as we Jump Thru Darkness we learn happiness within our sobriety…..JTD

Living life to the fullest is an easy statement to say. You could be rich or poor and never really get to live life to the fullest. Drinking and drugging gives you that quick feeling of life fulfilling emotions. So when you hit rock bottom you should want to get up right. When your house is dark you should want to turn on a light. When life puts you down you should want to stand up for yourself right. When you so bad on drugs you can’t remember what thinking feels like. Or you drink so much you can’t remember what water tastes like. Makes you wonder and it should make you want to Jump Thru Darkness and explain to yourself your life. Because if fulfillment in life is an emotion from drinking or getting high. Then caring for yourself should be easy right……..JTD

The drink didn’t drown away your fears. The smoke from your pipe didn’t dry up your tears. Your sadness and loneliness stand somewhere near. You are so far gone you don’t even warn your kids when you see them grab drugs or a beer. For the best caring you can do in your state of mind isn’t to care at all. Hoping life itself forgets that you are still around. You had friends but you felt the drugs and alcohol treat you better than them. Now you want to Jump Thru Darkness and remember life when you felt blessed. Feelings that you can defeat your addictions and all your sobriety fears. As soon as you can handle sitting in a dark room wiping your tears……JTD